So that leaves me to wondering what I am supposed to see in all this. At this point I feel like I will never feel human again. I think there was a point in my life when I had lots of energy and got a lot of things done. Not right now, though. I mean what am I going to do when I have a newborn and I haven't been able to rest before that sweet baby comes? Well, i am just thinking that I am going to finally do life with God's strength and not my own. That is my prayer now. It should always be my prayer, but I am always in my own way. So I am here now, in need of a strength that my earthly body has no way of providing.
So my heavenly Father will be my strength. I am believing God for a miracle of health before and after this baby comes. I know he can heal me, and I am believing it!